deep thinking and reflection

Summer seems so uneventful now a days since I came back from CalSO. After spending a couple of hours on the post yesterday, I still resort to this blog again to talk to myself (in a way). I've been wanting to change this blog looks, but blogger leaves a limited amount of choices to do. This is probably one reason I don't particularly like using blogspot because of its limitations. I've been so used to utilizing HTML and Livejournal that using blogspot has led me to be unsatisfied with the design features of blogspot. I'm considering leaving this soon if I get really annoyed by the limited features.

As my brothers and I were browsing around Blockbuster for movies, I wanted to rent so many movies that have been recently released such as "The Bucket List," "Jumper," "P.S. I Love You," and many others. I managed to rent "The Bucket List" and "27 Dresses," so I'm hoping that my brothers will come home soon from their get together so that we can watch the former.

Walnut has been pretty lonely since most of my friends already left to Taiwan or somewhere out of town. I'm excited that the 18th is coming soon! I'm also looking forward to seeing my sister graduate since she worked so hard at UCI to earn it! It seems that time flies by so fast. I can still remember the excitement of me and my sister graduating on the same day four years ago. She has grown so much, I'm so proud of her!

result of nothing

The result of having no homework is the greatest thing ever. I'm loving senior year to its fullest because not only am I able to spend time with my family more often without bickering or fighting over study time, but also I had many opportunities to go out with friends and bump into old friends.

Very very old friends.

It was a total coincidence to have able to meet my kindergarten friend Clara again during Clarice's recital. Not only did she have the same facial features as I have remembered from the past, but she also grew up to be a beautiful girl. It was amazing to see the chances of us reuniting together again and good terms unlike the unusual one with me and Clarice.

I found it very hard to let go of the responsibilities that I had for Key Club. Of course, I was so happy that the stress of planning events or contacting organizations was off my shoulders. However, the times that I was able to share my dedication to other people made me feel very nostalgic in which gave me a hard hit of how close graduation will be. It amazing how some of the things that we do in high school quickly become a routine for us every week that can easily break towards the end of the year.

Last week, my sister's residents bought her a Nintendo Wii for her birthday, which she brought home for use to play. To my disbelief, my father was obsessed with Tennis on the WiiSports, playing it six hours straight till 4 in the morning and woke up again 7 hours later to play some more. Talk about a very addicting fetish. As a result, we laughed as my father couldn't pick up a bowl of food.

Summing it to one

It's amazing how quickly time flies when you're having fun. Spring break came and went. However, this lackadaisical attitude and life of procrastination that I have been dwelling for the last few months leave me thinking how I was so productive during junior year. Well, I never was really productive, I was just a bit more determined about my academics than I am now.

Even though it's a year of relaxation, it left me more negative effects than I expected. Many times I blank out or just stare at the computer when I could be easily vomiting my thoughts on this entry.

To sum up Spring Break will be an obstacle. Not really, but it will take some thinking beyond my will. Ha, I'll attempt to anyways for memory's sake.

April 5th - Ken's 18th Birthday at Todai's. We then shopped around and I had to get some groceries.
April 6th - Parents left to Vegas. Jonathan and I watched Death of a Salesman on his laptop and ate Korean tofu for dinner.
April 7th - Sandra's 18th Birthday at Old Town Pasadena. I promised myself a $20 budget there. I was so wrong.
April 8th - Wisdom teeth pulled out. Let's just call that a day.
April 9th - Ironically did nothing that day. Parents came home.
April 10th - Connie's 18th Birthday at her house. Went to Coconut Bay for dinner and met some new people! Truth or Dare was awesome. New cell phone!
April 11th - Packed up for NorCal. Drove up north for about 8 hours and slept over at my dad's friend's house.
April 12th - Cal Day!
April 13th - Drove back to SoCal. Got home around 10:30pm

Okay, I think I used enough of my mind today. I hate being lazy. Bah, I'll blog more tomorrow over college or something of that sort. However, I think procrastination will get the best of me very soon.

in loving memory

2/14/02-11/20/07
We love you baby girl.